I miss her. How is it possible to miss someone when they live not 10 minutes from you? I miss the texts that would last from sunrise till sunset. I miss the inside jokes and how she and I would laugh over things that no one else found funny. I miss the deep conversations and how we could talk for hours but yet somehow feel so at ease. I miss feeling like I have known her my entire life. I miss being able to trust her with my whole heart. And the shittiest feeling is not feeling that rare connection that we once had. I still wonder why it left, but all I know is that I miss it too.
Don’t leave a girl you need, for a girl you want.